I promise to put up the vegas stories soon i am slacking pretty hard on the blogging butttttt i now have blogging on the go with my droid so that should be quicker

City Kitty in Sin City

Off to Vegas with 5 amazing girls!!!
Staying right next to he Paris at Ballys
weeeeeee!

twenty two ignis

below is something I wrote two years ago, ripe with stress and bitter with failure..

twenty ignis, twenty nova annus, twenty annus mirabilis. twenty and I am scared as hell. so young to be looking back and wishing I could do it over. I don't have a wrinkle of time to show for it, save for the broken vessel high on my inner thigh. frightened by the fact that I tried to squeeze my eyes tight , wishing to open them up to reality, wishing it was all just a dream. you never know if you never try. pushing like I was setting my sailboat adrift, sliding the books under my bed. they are too painful to look at. they are drenched with my failure. I tried to make it last forever.
it felt like forever, but it was only a piece. and somehow without it I feel like it was my peace. my escape. the last drill, you tried, you just didn't succeed.
look past everything you ever learned.

my words just break. subject: Verbum. you were mine, my own prototype.

I should try to make it right. I was ready for the shit to hit.

I'm too busy to make amends.

there's never enough time, I've never wanted so much, to be able to rewind.

I could leave you if I wanted, but now I find there is no where else that I can be.

ITS ALL SUCCESS IF ITS WHAT YOU NEED.

you're a marigold baby.

two years later.. 2 hours into being 22 years old.. the stretch to finish something seemed so far away when I wrote that, bummed that I had to let something go that I couldn't accomplish. It is true, "this too shall pass", and it became today, the present, and the future is an open field of long long grass ready for me to run through. I'm ready, with my cowgirl boots and my sideways grin.

Fillin Up the City

Need there be words?? Credit to Pretty Lights! Derek keeps 'em bouncin..

this is home, and we are all connected

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Slap the Ceiling at Casablanca!

You know we will all be getting jobs out of college if we dress as classy as we did last night! Such a fun night, slappin the ceiling, lovin the girl chats in the bedroom, tango in the basement, butta knifes in the kitchen.. and pretty much 5 million conversations about what is about to happen TONIGHT! Happy birthday party to Erik and Rachel! Great start to the biggest weekend in Eugene all year! Are you ready to smile and feel like gummy bears tonight!? huh? ARE YA?

 beers

 Copenhagen friends

 chyeah

 saucy. rat dog creepin

 Sam is the greatest human ever.

Erik: "you know that we standing here posing so that you will take a picture of us?" ...hahah

 whooaaa

 hahahaha

 Pootle you are so cute!

 Someone is in the kitchen with a butter knife!

 scared?

 haha! thumbs up Charlie!

This^^ is how we should clean everyday!

hahahaha Joy...

slappppp the ceiling!

lookout weekend you're about to get wrecked!

Let us get classy tonight! Let us get down and loud tomorrow! Let me do homework on Sunday..

Love my fwends love love love my fwends!

boys night out

A little more digital scrap-booking for senior year of college:

Went to dolla bros, heard some pretty harsh music and then skipped on over to Max's blasting the Eagles Taking it Easy with Chris and Erik while Erik made his own choice of lyrics. Max's was quite empty which made it one of the best nights of many. We played checkers with chess pieces, popcorn throwing, soggy popcorn eating, and then we made like sharks and played pool! Just another night..

 two hands

 popcorn toss

 yum

gross

 FROG

 I'm not really sure what started happening

 cash money

 so thug

 sharky sharky

team pool

 so cute right now.. and how did Erik win pool?

Avery has big fingers, hence.. video!