this big world becomes so small from where I am

as we were driving you turned your head to look right at me.. you didnt see the lights and it scared me..
how beautiful you are when you get crazy..
winter is colder without you by my side.


I have grown accustomed to this little world we live in, to the big possibilities of seeing people I have been dying to see.. Maybe it is this little state, but this little state so often shouts at me like it is the world. I love this little state, I love seeing friends that have been elsewhere for so long. A completeness overwhelmed tonight when I saw friends that shaped my life when I was only 18, hopping from party to party my first weekend at school. I met you all because I shouted drunkenly at you! ha.. the odds!


You know that feeling when you look at who surrounds you, and you just know, deep down in your gut, that maybe at some point you'll never see them again, but you'll always think back, and there they are.. those are good gut feelings, and we are granted a blessing if we get to see each other effortlessly forever more..